This is so morning madness. I just got lectured by my dad at 5 in the morning!!!
What is wrong with enlarging my earlobes? I know i'm a girl and it isn't nice for me to do that,but still.... Thats how i appreciate body art and i love it. Why cant he just understand and let me do the things i wanna do, and putting himself in my shoe that i wont go overboard by having sleeve even though i really want one real badly. I have already put myself in his shoes, knowing that he cares thats why he's talking to me bout it. But its really unfair when my dad keep bringing up the past, because we all live in the present y'know. Why did he even threaten to not call him 'Dad' anymore? He just wants the best outta me. I'm sharing how i feel from both points of views just in case anyone thinks i'm selfish.
I have to admit that i shouldn't be taking anymore allowance from my parents because i'm already 20, but still... I dont have a choice right now. I'm jobless and i know i should find a fucking job and support myself instead. My teenage life is ending real soon uh, a 2 at the front of my age isn't considered young anymore.. Thats part of the reason im partying and enjoying my life at this moment before i cant do it any time soon. Im not making my problem my parents' problem you see.. I just wanna have fun now as life's short and we cant predict whats gonna happen in the future. Who knows i might just die tomorrow when crossing the road or get fucking smashed by flower pot while beside some blocks.
This whole fuss is made up because of my earlobes. I hope my dad can be more understanding in a way that i actually wanted to do something bout my life, support every decision i make and isnt this what all parents are supposed to do? I mean supporting the right decision, instead of making up excuses to everything i say even though it really does make sense and true. It might not be the decision that he'll support but at least give me some time to explain myself and dont condemn me just like that.
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Hiillo.I'm kind of in the same shoes as u.my parents don't really understand me at all, and let me tell u, i think i am even worst than u.They don't allow me to stay overnight outside or over at friend's house...They don't allow me to go aboard with my friends...
I don't know how suffering u are, but i believe it is because that they are really worried.My parents too are not putting themselves in my shoes, but my siblings always tell me that parents and childs need to compromise.@ least u are good enough to have put yourself in ur dad's shoe,becus i don't really.i don't really care about how they feel and all, and they have to give me what i want...but sometimes i feel really bad as not to think about their feelings and only cared for myself...maybe u and ur dad need a good talk? sit down and have a good nice talk =) my dad could be worst than other daddys...will ur dad scold u if u stay overnight outside or at friens' house?
Things are getting better for me now.. I guess my problems are only temporary.It comes and goes off just like that. I wont be surprised if i get the same thing again soon.. My parents used to control me from going out and stuff but soon after they got used to it,for me being rebel.
Things are getting better for me now.. I guess my problems are only temporary.It comes and goes off just like that. I wont be surprised if i get the same thing again soon.. My parents used to control me from going out and stuff but soon after they got used to it,for me being rebel.
i see =) it is good that things are getting better...take care then =) all the best!
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